11.29.2009

Heart On My Sleeve

I have a horrible personality trait- I totally wear my heart on my sleeve. For some reason I have yet to master the skill of masking how I really feel. Although there are times when I am completely blessed and I am able to do it. But it is hard to keep it up. Also when something is bothering me, I tend to get antisocial due to this heart-on-sleeve disease. And that bleeds over into my blogging because, I don't know about you, but I feel like I am talking to so many people when I post things on here... so naturally, I don't want to blog if it feels like talking. Moreover, I don't want my emotions trickling into my typed words when I try to keep my emotions at bay- I hate sounding negative. Why am I putting this on here? I have no idea. But I am. Don't get me wrong- life is great. I am just not myself these days and I miss me. Hopefully "she'll" be back soon. In fact, I'm betting on it. Great things are on the horizon and will definitely pull me out of this :)

5 comments:

  1. Like a play date this week? Possibly to help me move into our new place?? I'll text you :-) We need to get together more often girl

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  2. I totally know how you feel! What I do is save a bunch of my posts as drafts but still write down all my thoughts.
    I think it's good to share your thoughts with others though, but then you get self-conscious about it because you're worried what they think....at least that's how I feel.
    It took me like a whole month to figure out what was wrong with me. Now that I figured it out; it's a little better. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help you find yourself again! Girls Night or Play Groups?

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  3. Ha! Have you seen my minimal posting these past few weeks? (minimal for me, that is?) When you're grumpy or moody or whatever, who wants to write?!

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  4. Amy... if you need anything you know i'm here!!!!!

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  5. Hey Sweetie, things will get better soon, I promise! I love you! :) xoxoxo

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